Finally....

Ok..."it's Monday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Monday morning
And I never want to leave"


I know I know it's called Sunday morning...But today is Monday...So I had to say that...
anyway..

for years I've been searching for some kind of a girl...Not anyone...
I always wanted her to be just like me...Love the things I love, think like I do, foolish like me, sweet and nice like me, I mean I want her to be female ahmed (that's weird when I say it that way)..
finally after years of searching and searching...(I wish I can dance like him now but I'm in the office right now)finally I found the person who deserve me...She's so nice and sweet and sexy....nevermind the last thing..She is me...And this time for real I'm not messing around or lying...How could I mess with her when she's all I wanted...com'on...I'm a dumb ass but not that dumb...

although we didn't have that much of a time to know each other, but hell with it, I don't care coz in the end this is what I asked god for...The girl of my dream..

looking back to my previous relationships, I've always been falling for the wrong girl, like always...Every time I get hurt I say " it's ok ahmed u will find someone better, and again I fall for the wrong girl and get hurt again..Tell I found her...God I love her...I'm saying it out loud


I LOVE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER





but what I am scared of is me blowing it this time...I'm really scared of that...
coz I know my self sometimes I can be a dumb ass, I'm trying my best not to do anything foolish to make her run away, trying to hold my self down..Trying not to make her feel that I'm pushy...

in the end I don't know why am I writing about that...I hope she knows the my feeling are true this time...I hope I know what's she's thinking about?