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I can't believe it's been that long since my last blog, i don't know even from where to start, and to be honest i can't be bothered to check what was the last thing i wrote in my previous blog so I''m just going to start writing whatever comes into my mind. (Oh I almost forgot to say, I've lost my english somehow, Ironic isn't, living in UK but lost the ability to write a nice formal blog).
Well, all i can think of is I've been living in Brighton - UK for a year and a half now. wow, it passed away like those seagulls I see everyday here. God i hate those creatures, you can see from the look of their eyes how mean they can be. Oh well, I'm not here to talk about seagulls.
Since I moved to UK my life changed dramatically, I've always thought deep down that all Saudi's, specially the youth, should live aboard for a while, it will give them the ability to start depending on them selves, that's a given. But it will always build up a great experience in life that I know from a personal fact that we don't have it. I've started to to have the "easy going" factor in my personality which I was missing for a very long time, I've always been the shy guy that always stays silent in any hangout or gathering he attend to. But i guess, and here I'm speaking on my friend's behalf, I've changed from that little annoying always in the shadow person to, well still annoying but at least I gained the right to own a tongue and actually use it. (whatever that means)
As some may know, I started Uni in sept 2008, can't believe I'm actually back to the student chairs, it's been a very long time. I am taking "Computer Science" course Level 2. Thank god I didn't have to do either a foundation year nor Level 1 for it thanks to my HND. I've always kept wondering what's my feeling going to be to actually attend a class in a forgein country. Well, I guess I got my answer, it's a very weird yet nice feeling. But since, of course, I'm the shy guy, it took me a while to actually make friends. Also, it took me a while to adapt the English system here, it's totally different that the one I got use to in Saudi. People have always gave the bad impression about English people, I can't understand why, they are very nice and very friendly, unlike what we have been told (Thanks America).

As you all noticing by now, I'm just writing tips of everything, I don't feel it's fair to bore you with all of my non-sense.

God those seagulls are annoying, it's 3 am and they still don't shut up, I guess thats the cost you pay for living an a coast city.Anyway, I'll try to ignore their sounds and focus on boring you.

After finishing my last exam for my first yet second year, I couldn't believe that I actually finished it, I never thought i'll make it this far, I guess if your willing to accomplish anything, you will get the result you're dreaming off, or whatever they say. Since the English system is "3 years for bachelor degree in computer science", next year is going to be my 3rd and last year Inshallah. I hope I don't give up in the middle of this road, because doing so will cause a lot of disappointments and disbelieves within my self, and I can't bare that anymore.

On the other hand, I believe my hobby is starting to take most of my life now, Photography i mean, financially and physically. But I think hard works does pay off in the end, my work is starting to impress some people, touch others. And I'm delighted in it my self, I never thought I would be doing this work.

heh, I'm liking these tip points about my whole year in just couple of scrambled lines, don't think I'm going to do that anymore, it's not fair since a lot of cheerful and sorrowful things happened within that year, but I'll let it pass just this one time.

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Coldplay - Lost

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I would cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get
What I deserved
No better and no worse